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My position became redundant, apparently. Me and a few others at the studio got laid off today. Kind of in shock still, I think. It's difficult to really process. I've worked there since 2005, so it's been a very long run. The studio head teared up when he told me that I'd gotten cut. The directive came from above their heads to reduce the headcount. When we hired a new lead animator last year, we actually got one who knew his way around rigging and scripting, and he liked making his own rigs, so my role as studio's rigger got reduced then. I'd mostly been helping out the environment team, but we've got a fair number of environment guys now, so it's not all that huge a shock.
Well, it is a shock. None of us saw this coming. Not really. But well - whatever. So yeah. There it is.
In all honesty, I've been pretty unhappy with work for a while now. There's the whole 'holycrapmoney' thing - especially since we just bought the new house. I'm just trying not to think about that right now. I got a good severance package at least.
sigh
Well, it is a shock. None of us saw this coming. Not really. But well - whatever. So yeah. There it is.
In all honesty, I've been pretty unhappy with work for a while now. There's the whole 'holycrapmoney' thing - especially since we just bought the new house. I'm just trying not to think about that right now. I got a good severance package at least.
sigh
Summer couldn't come sooner
I am so damn tired and very much ready for the summer to come - if only for the reason that I'll get to sleep in later again. Unfortunately, next fall my daughter starts middle school, which begins its day an hour earlier than the elementary school, so I'll be getting up even earlier then. *cries*. Plus, my son is still going to be going to the elementary school, so I get to deal with both of them, but now at different times. Kill me now.
My personal life for the last year and a half has been a roller coaster of utter bullshit and constant instability. I miss things being predictable and stable. I really miss predictable and boring. a
Seriously...
If you're an American and you didn't vote - I hate you.
Seriously. Just... I hate you.
Absurdly low turn-out this year. Pathetic, people. I won't even get into the atrocious results.
Bunch of apathetic ass hats. The freaking lot of you. You lazy shits damn well better get out there in 2 years at the mid-term elections. I don't give a shit if it's not the 'big and important' presidential race. The other shit still counts so damn it, go out and fucking vote next time. Bad shit happens because people sit on their asses and don't do anything.
Got a new cat
Got a new cat.
That is all.
Life is suffering
Life is an endurance race. How long can you go before it breaks you. Life is defined by how you choose to deal with it when it repeatedly drops you off a cliff into the abyss of misery and bullshit. There are little tiny and oh-so-infrequent sparks of light that show up from time to time in the pitch darkness, and you just have to lie to yourself that the pain is worth it for the good things.
But the truth is that responsibility is the only thing keeping me alive right now. There is nothing good left. Even the sparks of light are dull and dim. There hasn't been a light at the end of the tunnel for a long long time now, and the one that
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Just saw this today and I know what that feels like. I've enjoyed finding the tuts and updates you've been posting. I'm sure with your talent that your downtime will be short lived. There were a lot of people that squandered their time in college, but you were always putting in the extra effort. There weren't a lot of people that that, but I think we still came out ahead.